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clocks unwinding.

the process of time is a movement through space. i’m always surprised at where i am in comparison to a year ago, or 5 or 20; i have been moving through space whether inert or in motion. my body shows the signs of this space travel, and my mind has catalogued the journey. the faster i travel, the more time should slow down, and lethargy should kill me off rapidly. how do you enact this sort of time travel and still keep your lover and you family and your friends? i’m afraid it’s they hybrid operation of pace and rest… and besides, i don’t want to watch 1000 years pass by in a second just because i’m having tea on the edge of a black hole. like i said, i think it would be lonely out there, or traveling at the speed of light. i think i’ll just wait patiently for eternity. i bet god has this all figured out.